Nakednessss

I'm naked in most my dreams. It happens in strange places, too. For example, I'll be in the market and shopping completely naked. It's not like my dream is erotic--I'm just the only one in the grocery store naked and we're all going about our business.

Sometimes, I have the nervous/naked dreams. They are the ones where I'm suddenly naked and back in high school. Those are terrifying because everyone either makes fun of me or they all want me, sexually. Either way it's very uncomfortable.

I'll wake up in the middle of the night sweating. I suddenly feel paranoid about being naked in my own bed. It's such an awful feeling that I'll leap out of bed and into my closet. I frantically dig for clothes to hide my bare skin. Then I get back in bed and let the anxiety dissipate before even attempting to fall back asleep.

When my alarm clock buzzes the morning after one of my freak-outs I always feel really stupid. I'm usually tangled up in uncomfortable clothing (I hate wearing anything to bed). And on rare occasions, I'm fully clothed. I mean, my panic attack that night was so extreme that I felt the need to put enough clothing on, that if need be, I could go to class without altering my attire.